marathon results (missed me?)


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the gist: legs tired, socials poppin'

hi. you missed me? i missed you.

as you can tell, my email newsletter is NOT pregnancy-proofed.

one thing at a time.

the marathon:

goal: 4:45. finish: 5:12.

my stomach betrayed me at mile 15 — which it has never once done before. so that was a fun new thing to figure out mid-race.

and it was still AWESOME.

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the part i almost cut: i cried at mile 17. in the bathroom. again. doing the math and realizing the goal time was gone. but forward we marched!

but here's the actual thing i took from that race.

people always say "figure out your why." and every version i tried on — "for my kids!" "impact!" — felt a little fake in my mouth.

then somewhere on the run, a podcast said two words:

manage yourself.

lightning bolts. that was it.

not sexy. at all. but it's what my soul actually wants — to have my best self show up in every situation.

my two favorite scriptures have always been about exactly this:

"o the greatness and the justice of our God! for he executeth all his words" (2 ne 9:17)

"i the lord have spoken it: it shall come to pass, and i will do it; i will not go back" (ezekiel 24:14)

doing what i said i'd do. the discipline and grit to follow through.

that's the whole yearning. and i'm getting better — but i've still got a lot to iron out on making and keeping commitments with myself.

so: did i hit my goal time? no.

is that okay? yeah.

is the 35-miler still on? yeah. 35 miles in my 35th year, baby.

new date: november 7. get pumped.

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same time tomorrow: fr tho

we just keep getting better,

kjl

p.s. posting on insta a lot, had my first "viral" reel (200K views)​

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